So im going to talk about my life for a second which i normally don’t do.
but i need to talk so im going to talk at you all, if anyone has any opinions on this you can let me know.
but anyway, i have been ill for a long time. like 5 years of a long time. Me and my mother are not close we have had alot of issues with various things. we are essentially the same person, and you put you and a person who is a mirror image of you in a room, there is going to be quite a few explosions.
but i digress, tonight i was feeling very overwhelmed with life, and being sick, and having a guy in my life the i really like for the first time in a long time. and i just broke down sobbing about how i dont want to be like this anymore, that its just been so long and so hard. i realize as i am calming down that my mom is crying very quietly as well.
i never realized she cared that much about how i am feeling. it made me look at somethings in a new way.
i dont know what to think of it yet, but it has the possiblity of being a good thing.
sorry to all those who bothered to read this and realized it was just a boring monolouge of my life.
i do love all of you, all my dear followers who help me feel less alone on my worst days.